The one about you

You are only what you are when no one is looking.
Robert C. Edwards.


this is phrase i just read somewhere
and it couldn't be more true

you are only what you are when no one is looking

don't you find it frustrating, trying to impress someone
for the first time (job interview, dating, etc) and at the end
you are like what the fuck happened?? that's not me!!!
who the hell was that saying all that shit??

that's exactly what that phrase means

our true person comes when we are alone.. most of the times
some people knows how to handle this, now most of us, run away and hide
why?
why is it so difficult to be yourself, original, when giving first impressions?
afraid of what other might say?
maybe
but thats exactly of what being original means
this is just something that i thought about while reading that phrase
felt like sharing this

my changing inner self.. take one

due to space restrictions had to remove my personality test
just get to know me better and you won't need to read that shit
you'll meet the real deal
the one who changes personality every month
yes i know
i'm fun to be with
i promise you not a boring day in your life

my eye

rock-it-flower


i want to buy you flowers
it's such a shame you're a boy
but when you are not a girl
nobody buys you flowers

i want to buy you flowers
and now i'm standing in the shop
i must confess i wonder
if you will like my flowers

you are so sweet and i'm so alone
oh darling please
tell me you're the one
i'll buy you flowers
i'll buy you flowers
like not other girl did before

you were so sweet and i was in love
oh darling don't tell me
you found another girl
forget the flowers
because the flowers
never last for ever
never last for ever
never last for ever
my love




(c) emilie simon

part of me



requiem for a dream

a while ago we decided we won't see each other any more
won't talk
won't be around my life
no more
it was a smart thing to do
i mean, don't get me wrong, we were best buddies
drinking buddies
party buddies
work buddies
school buddies
but
you were mean
you hurt me big time
you hurt my family
you made me think i was the big shit
but guess what
i found out my own way
it was'nt
you being with me, meant trouble
trouble for me of course
you don't care
neither your family
your family even encourged you to hurt me

that's not fair

that's why you and me are no longer together
you tricked me