and it ends.
y porque siento que se me aprieta el pecho
no puedo respirar
se me contraen los musculos
se tensan
se me forma un nudo en el estomago
siento que aprieta
la cabeza me da vueltas
temo caer
se me nubla la visión
todo es amarillo alrededor
los colores contrastan
el resplandor es casi cegador
el corazón me punza
ya no lo siento
paró
y terminó
no puedo respirar
se me contraen los musculos
se tensan
se me forma un nudo en el estomago
siento que aprieta
la cabeza me da vueltas
temo caer
se me nubla la visión
todo es amarillo alrededor
los colores contrastan
el resplandor es casi cegador
el corazón me punza
ya no lo siento
paró
y terminó
the one about love... part II
the hardest thing to write about love is that you want to express everything you have in your mind
and there's no space and there's no way i'm going to open up like that to everyone.
this is quite a challenge for me
let me show how i'm doing it.
10: something pm
2 glasses of red wine
some good music playing
the smell of someone else's smoke coming from the window
nothing to write right now
time check
11 sharp
time to write some more
whenever we feel love we feel sick
we feel those butterflies in the stomach
we start to get dizzy and sometimes when nervousness got us at its best
we feel nauseus
but that's love
sounds revolting i know
but it is
love can make u act stupidly
scratch can and add will
love is blinding
love is a great beautifier
dont u notice the change when love is in the air
we smell better
we dress better
we talk better
we change
we change our surroundings
sometimes for good
sometimes for worst
but is it the right thing to do?
shall we change because of love?
shall we change love instead of ourselfs?
and there's no space and there's no way i'm going to open up like that to everyone.
this is quite a challenge for me
let me show how i'm doing it.
10: something pm
2 glasses of red wine
some good music playing
the smell of someone else's smoke coming from the window
nothing to write right now
time check
11 sharp
time to write some more
whenever we feel love we feel sick
we feel those butterflies in the stomach
we start to get dizzy and sometimes when nervousness got us at its best
we feel nauseus
but that's love
sounds revolting i know
but it is
love can make u act stupidly
scratch can and add will
love is blinding
love is a great beautifier
dont u notice the change when love is in the air
we smell better
we dress better
we talk better
we change
we change our surroundings
sometimes for good
sometimes for worst
but is it the right thing to do?
shall we change because of love?
shall we change love instead of ourselfs?
the one about love.. part I
have you guys ever googled the word love?
as in
search: love
the first hit that comes back is the love calculator (i got a 25 % possibility once)
now, but what is love really?
and who is that who calculates your love?
why love shall be calculated?
love is... love
love is the way you look at things
love is what you make of things
love can be anything
we just dont love a person
we naturally love
its in all of us
love is just the way we express ourselfs
we express love in so many ways
sometimes with words
with pictures
with songs
even with unnotice glares with the eye
even the word love is lovely
:)
as in
search: love
the first hit that comes back is the love calculator (i got a 25 % possibility once)
now, but what is love really?
and who is that who calculates your love?
why love shall be calculated?
love is... love
love is the way you look at things
love is what you make of things
love can be anything
we just dont love a person
we naturally love
its in all of us
love is just the way we express ourselfs
we express love in so many ways
sometimes with words
with pictures
with songs
even with unnotice glares with the eye
even the word love is lovely
:)
The one about tears
What's behind a tear?
I read this question as a nickname on messenger
and i thought about it
what IS behind a tear?
There are several things, emotions, feelings, lies, truths
all together they all form one single drop
only one drop that let us be human only for a moment
and this moment can last one minute, two hours, one week
but only as we cry
a tear is the sum of all this
it's our unspoken expression
a tear is the real truth behind the lie
i mean, we all can fake a cry
but at the end of the day real tears will come
and no one but you will be able to see them
to see the real you
and then, why?
let your tears run, let them run eternally
cry all you want. cry all you need
picture thanks to getty images
Top 4
continuing the tradition
here's my top 4 in my life
4 favorite food
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Burritos
- Paella
4 websites i visit
- google.com
- gmail.com
- diariolibre.com
- wikipedia.org
4 places i would rather be
- Paris
- Amsterdan
- New York
- Miami
4 jobs i rather have
- Creative Director
- Event Logistics
- Film/Tv Director
- CSI Investigator
4 types of food i hate
- Morzilla (wtf????)
- Some sort of fish i can't remember now
- Anything with soya
- mmmmm dunno what else
4 possible first impressions
- mmmmm
- what planet are you from?
- mmmmmmmmmmmm
- mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
4 drinks i like
- Margarita's :)
- Long Island Tea
- Whiskey Sour
- Beer
4 songs that touches me
- November Rain by Guns N Roses
- Dreams by The Cramberries
- Strict Machine by Goldfrapp
- Sinner Man by Nina Simone
4 things i do that has nothing to do with my college degree
- Customer service representative
- Taking people's shit over the phone
- Doing simply ordinary things
- I care about the news
4 things i cherish
- A note my mom wrote for me the first time i traveled alone
- My first paycheck
- Some school memories
- A stamp collection
4 books i like
- La fuerza de Scheccid
- La Divina Comedia
- From Mice to Men
- El Caballero de la armadura oxidada
4 things that gets me cranky
- My mom early in the morning or late at night
- Lies
- Having nothing to do
- Mondays
there is
i did it
here's my top 4 in my life
4 favorite food
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Burritos
- Paella
4 websites i visit
- google.com
- gmail.com
- diariolibre.com
- wikipedia.org
4 places i would rather be
- Paris
- Amsterdan
- New York
- Miami
4 jobs i rather have
- Creative Director
- Event Logistics
- Film/Tv Director
- CSI Investigator
4 types of food i hate
- Morzilla (wtf????)
- Some sort of fish i can't remember now
- Anything with soya
- mmmmm dunno what else
4 possible first impressions
- mmmmm
- what planet are you from?
- mmmmmmmmmmmm
- mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
4 drinks i like
- Margarita's :)
- Long Island Tea
- Whiskey Sour
- Beer
4 songs that touches me
- November Rain by Guns N Roses
- Dreams by The Cramberries
- Strict Machine by Goldfrapp
- Sinner Man by Nina Simone
4 things i do that has nothing to do with my college degree
- Customer service representative
- Taking people's shit over the phone
- Doing simply ordinary things
- I care about the news
4 things i cherish
- A note my mom wrote for me the first time i traveled alone
- My first paycheck
- Some school memories
- A stamp collection
4 books i like
- La fuerza de Scheccid
- La Divina Comedia
- From Mice to Men
- El Caballero de la armadura oxidada
4 things that gets me cranky
- My mom early in the morning or late at night
- Lies
- Having nothing to do
- Mondays
there is
i did it
The one about you
You are only what you are when no one is looking.
Robert C. Edwards.
this is phrase i just read somewhere
and it couldn't be more true
you are only what you are when no one is looking
don't you find it frustrating, trying to impress someone
for the first time (job interview, dating, etc) and at the end
you are like what the fuck happened?? that's not me!!!
who the hell was that saying all that shit??
that's exactly what that phrase means
our true person comes when we are alone.. most of the times
some people knows how to handle this, now most of us, run away and hide
why?
why is it so difficult to be yourself, original, when giving first impressions?
afraid of what other might say?
maybe
but thats exactly of what being original means
this is just something that i thought about while reading that phrase
felt like sharing this
Robert C. Edwards.
this is phrase i just read somewhere
and it couldn't be more true
you are only what you are when no one is looking
don't you find it frustrating, trying to impress someone
for the first time (job interview, dating, etc) and at the end
you are like what the fuck happened?? that's not me!!!
who the hell was that saying all that shit??
that's exactly what that phrase means
our true person comes when we are alone.. most of the times
some people knows how to handle this, now most of us, run away and hide
why?
why is it so difficult to be yourself, original, when giving first impressions?
afraid of what other might say?
maybe
but thats exactly of what being original means
this is just something that i thought about while reading that phrase
felt like sharing this
my changing inner self.. take one
due to space restrictions had to remove my personality test
just get to know me better and you won't need to read that shit
you'll meet the real deal
the one who changes personality every month
yes i know
i'm fun to be with
i promise you not a boring day in your life
just get to know me better and you won't need to read that shit
you'll meet the real deal
the one who changes personality every month
yes i know
i'm fun to be with
i promise you not a boring day in your life
rock-it-flower
i want to buy you flowers
it's such a shame you're a boy
but when you are not a girl
nobody buys you flowers
i want to buy you flowers
and now i'm standing in the shop
i must confess i wonder
if you will like my flowers
you are so sweet and i'm so alone
oh darling please
tell me you're the one
i'll buy you flowers
i'll buy you flowers
like not other girl did before
you were so sweet and i was in love
oh darling don't tell me
you found another girl
forget the flowers
because the flowers
never last for ever
never last for ever
never last for ever
my love
(c) emilie simon
requiem for a dream
a while ago we decided we won't see each other any more
won't talk
won't be around my life
no more
it was a smart thing to do
i mean, don't get me wrong, we were best buddies
drinking buddies
party buddies
work buddies
school buddies
but
you were mean
you hurt me big time
you hurt my family
you made me think i was the big shit
but guess what
i found out my own way
it was'nt
you being with me, meant trouble
trouble for me of course
you don't care
neither your family
your family even encourged you to hurt me
that's not fair
that's why you and me are no longer together
you tricked me
won't talk
won't be around my life
no more
it was a smart thing to do
i mean, don't get me wrong, we were best buddies
drinking buddies
party buddies
work buddies
school buddies
but
you were mean
you hurt me big time
you hurt my family
you made me think i was the big shit
but guess what
i found out my own way
it was'nt
you being with me, meant trouble
trouble for me of course
you don't care
neither your family
your family even encourged you to hurt me
that's not fair
that's why you and me are no longer together
you tricked me
Sexo Urbano Ciencia Ficcion en Santo Domingo
Saturday
5:00am
Ok
finally saw it
and?
sucked big time
BIG TIME
i mean, with all my respects to HBO productions, this by far, has been the worst documentary ive ever seen in my life
it has nothing to do whatsoever with Santo Domingo's sex life
not the Santo Domingo that i know
where ive grown
and that still amaze me for its "ingenuity"
i gotta say, it's a great production, excelent photography, editing and music (of course Cerati, should i say more?)
but let's face it
the argument
script
theme
not even Spielberg or Lucas could have done it better
science fiction at its best
People come on, not even a hooker in the states can afford to live like the "hooker" they presented, a high class appartment in one of the city most expensive locations?
people, let's be honest
that girl, i mean, the closest she had been to a jacuzzi before was inside a motel
and i can bet on that
the taxi driver
ohh the taxi driver
he should have been nominated for The Casandras
i mean it
he should be hosting a radio show at least
i mean, he's the most educated taxi driver in this country i believe, if not the most, one of the most ( i dont want to offend anyone here)
now, i heard Nuria, did a special program telling the truth behind this "movie"
(people, lets face it, this is good for the movie business, come on, its a dominican movie)
so they say they were tricked to do it
(see why i ment naive?)
right
and i was born yesterday
and i suck my thumb
for my own mental health i wont say any more about this particular issue
....
.......
honestly people
tricked?????
they tricked you to do this????
i mean i can understand that answer from one the "actors" there (i hope you guys know who, he who does not have even a... melon of brain...) but that they were tricked??
i wonder what was the trigger
hey.. dude... we are here to film.... ahhhh.. a condom commercial... would you like to be part of it?
aaaargh
ok
so for all of you who have not seen this docu-fiction, i wont say any more
not because i've run out of things to say, just because 1- i'm tired and 2- i really want you guys to suffer like i did
images thanks to hbo-la.tv (c) and flickr.com (c)
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