The one about you

You are only what you are when no one is looking.
Robert C. Edwards.


this is phrase i just read somewhere
and it couldn't be more true

you are only what you are when no one is looking

don't you find it frustrating, trying to impress someone
for the first time (job interview, dating, etc) and at the end
you are like what the fuck happened?? that's not me!!!
who the hell was that saying all that shit??

that's exactly what that phrase means

our true person comes when we are alone.. most of the times
some people knows how to handle this, now most of us, run away and hide
why?
why is it so difficult to be yourself, original, when giving first impressions?
afraid of what other might say?
maybe
but thats exactly of what being original means
this is just something that i thought about while reading that phrase
felt like sharing this

my changing inner self.. take one

due to space restrictions had to remove my personality test
just get to know me better and you won't need to read that shit
you'll meet the real deal
the one who changes personality every month
yes i know
i'm fun to be with
i promise you not a boring day in your life

my eye

rock-it-flower

i want to buy you flowers
it's such a shame you're a boy
but when you are not a girl
nobody buys you flowers

i want to buy you flowers
and now i'm standing in the shop
i must confess i wonder
if you will like my flowers

you are so sweet and i'm so alone
oh darling please
tell me you're the one
i'll buy you flowers
i'll buy you flowers
like not other girl did before

you were so sweet and i was in love
oh darling don't tell me
you found another girl
forget the flowers
because the flowers
never last for ever
never last for ever
never last for ever
my love




(c) emilie simon

part of me

requiem for a dream

a while ago we decided we won't see each other any more
won't talk
won't be around my life
no more
it was a smart thing to do
i mean, don't get me wrong, we were best buddies
drinking buddies
party buddies
work buddies
school buddies
but
you were mean
you hurt me big time
you hurt my family
you made me think i was the big shit
but guess what
i found out my own way
it was'nt
you being with me, meant trouble
trouble for me of course
you don't care
neither your family
your family even encourged you to hurt me

that's not fair

that's why you and me are no longer together
you tricked me

this is my mood for the day

Sexo Urbano Ciencia Ficcion en Santo Domingo

Saturday
5:00am


Ok
finally saw it
and?

sucked big time
BIG TIME

i mean, with all my respects to HBO productions, this by far, has been the worst documentary ive ever seen in my life
it has nothing to do whatsoever with Santo Domingo's sex life
not the Santo Domingo that i know
where ive grown
and that still amaze me for its "ingenuity"

i gotta say, it's a great production, excelent photography, editing and music (of course Cerati, should i say more?)
but let's face it
the argument
script
theme
not even Spielberg or Lucas could have done it better
science fiction at its best

People come on, not even a hooker in the states can afford to live like the "hooker" they presented, a high class appartment in one of the city most expensive locations?
people, let's be honest
that girl, i mean, the closest she had been to a jacuzzi before was inside a motel
and i can bet on that

the taxi driver
ohh the taxi driver
he should have been nominated for The Casandras
i mean it
he should be hosting a radio show at least
i mean, he's the most educated taxi driver in this country i believe, if not the most, one of the most ( i dont want to offend anyone here)

now, i heard Nuria, did a special program telling the truth behind this "movie"
(people, lets face it, this is good for the movie business, come on, its a dominican movie)
so they say they were tricked to do it
(see why i ment naive?)
right
and i was born yesterday
and i suck my thumb

for my own mental health i wont say any more about this particular issue

....
.......
honestly people
tricked?????
they tricked you to do this????

i mean i can understand that answer from one the "actors" there (i hope you guys know who, he who does not have even a... melon of brain...) but that they were tricked??
i wonder what was the trigger

hey.. dude... we are here to film.... ahhhh.. a condom commercial... would you like to be part of it?

aaaargh
ok

so for all of you who have not seen this docu-fiction, i wont say any more
not because i've run out of things to say, just because 1- i'm tired and 2- i really want you guys to suffer like i did




images thanks to hbo-la.tv (c) and flickr.com (c)

sans titre part III

end of day

thanks for this week
thank you for this weekend
let's welcome a new week together

the corridor part II

the corridor

vertigo

sans titre part II

O Brother, Where Art Thou?

sans titre part I

warning at the sky

it's my path your path?

care for a smog?

this is not a jewish post

just by looking at this picture you might say
what the fuck?
has he gone jewish?
nope
not that i have anything against it
just this post has nothing to do with it
that's a star
yes
look carefully
there, u see?
when i was a little boy, i remember i used to get rewarded with stars
dunno why, now i look back and it's like a horrible thing to do to a little child
the other kids staring at you
why does he gets to have a star?
i'm good (in my own way) i deserve a star as well
pushing kids to be like the other who got the star
when its their nature not to
(get my point?)
well anyway this is a star i'm giving you
yah, you
even though we have met each other for just a couple of months
you have earned that star from me
and lately it might seem we are forgetting about each other
i keep you in mind
dunno why
never done this before
i've never given out an star before
i hope you find your right path
and do what ever you want to do and achieve in life
you got the potential
just use it
use it right